there was once this guy who loved a girl very much.
on a special occasion, he gave her a dozen of roses,
saying that he would love her until the last rose died.
the girl received the roses, however doubting him as she thought that soon,
the fresh roses would wither.
when she went home, she put the bouquet of roses in a vase filled with water.

a day passed & 1 rose withered.
the next day, 3 roses withered.
and each day, the number of roses decreased slowly.

then the girl noticed.
one of the roses was artificial.

this would be a touching story if you get what it mean. ;)


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! (:
haven been touching the com these few days.
jus went out early in the morning den come home late at night.
haha.
but den dunno why this year like dun hav the cny feeling leh.
lol.

anw jus go ard visiting and collecting angbaos lor.
hahaha. x)
oh and i think the most fun thing was playing with my cousins' sons and daughters bah.
lol.
saw them for 3 days: sat, sun and mon.
ok so here are the photos of the cute little ones (:


the cute glenn x)















see how hardworking he is? x))















he loves building blocks! :)








glenn's elder bro, schon


dat's his "best of cousins". lol xD






they jus love playing gameboy. ;D


glenn's elder sis/schon's younger sis, ethel (:

ok ignore the ppl behind..haha


the talkative j'vis! x))





j'vis' bro, j'den =)

look how cute he is! ;)








look at his beautiful eyes!! xD




drawing competition on the floor!


their art pieces. =]


lion dance!




the cool guy and the pretty lady!! xD

okay dat's all.
they are fun to be with but can be quite violent at times.
haha. (:


so wat if it isn't cny yet.
got lots of other schs oso celebrated it today.
somemore still hav cca.
but i left early cos having reunion dinner today. x)
ok so cca was jus training.
sian.

ok so after the dinner went out with my sisters and cousins.
at ard 9 plus.
first time ever.
haha.
went to bedok interchange cos wanted to buy smt.
den walk ard lor.
nth much lah.
drank bubble tea.
oh man it's late in the night le still drink.
fattening!!
lol xD
oh and i realised singaporeans like to do last min shopping.
saw lots of ppl buying new year stuff and clothes.
and the queue at the shop n save there was like super long lah.
my cousin wanted to buy smt but gave up after seeing the queue.
haha.

den later walked home instead of taking the bus. (:
we were talking abt poly and jc and uni.
lol.

jus reached home and there i m sitting infront of the com blogging now. x))


can you just tell me why?
you are but i'm not.


haha saw this video frm youtube.
go here!!
funny video. x))


haha got this frm the net.
only roses.
cos i love roses.
haha. =)

ROSE (BRIDAL) - Happy Love
ROSE (DARK CRIMSON) - Mourning
ROSE (HIBISCUS) - Delicate Beauty
ROSE (LEAF) - You May Hope
ROSE (PINK) - Perfect Happiness, Please Believe Me
ROSE (RED) - Love, I Love You
ROSE (TEA) - I'll Remember Always
ROSE (THORNLESS) - Love at First Sight
ROSE (WHITE) - Innocence and Purity, I am Worthy of You, You're Heavenly, Secrecy and Silence
ROSE (WHITE AND RED MIXED) - Unity, Flower Emblem of England
ROSE (WHITE-DRIED) - Death is Preferable to Loss of Virtue
ROSE (YELLOW) - Decrease of Love, Jealousy, Try to Care


oh pink roses means perfect happiness.
another site said means perfect love.
hahaha I LOVE PINK ROSES!!
i'm going crazy.
lol xDD
999 pink roses ♥


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! ♥
haha thanks for those sweet little gifts ppl.
i really appreciate them. (:
love ya all! =)

and i think the most funny one was the one calista received frm wenbin.
haha a laminated 2 dollar note.
ohh calista too bad it can't be used!
lol xD

emaths test tmr.
jiayou everyone! =D

love is in the air... x))


jus received this email frm a friend.
sweet, cute and funny x))
some of u may hav received it already.
but anw, here is it(:
lovelove!♥

watching let it shine now. (ying2 huo3 chong2 de4 meng4)
xin yu died.
aww so sad. =(



no matter where i am,
you'll always be my love.. ♥


Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day.
Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family,
for they have helped make you the person that you are today. (:


got back the o lvl chinese result today.
hmm.
ask me if u wanna noe.
but dun think anyone will be interested bah. xD

hp opening during cca.
had steamboat and yu2 sheng1.
should hav been a fun and interesting activity.
but they weren't appreciative of it at all.
ohwell.
thx to john, xavier, hengxin and weiwei for lending us the steamboat. =)

ok den later after dismissal me, jac, mandice, calista, sab, clarice, cryst, huan and shiya stayed back for awhile.
den smt happened.
smt strange and EERIE.
ok smt happened so jac wanted to pass me a key.
but dunno how den lost it.
was not with anyone of us so we were searching for it everywhere.
we walked around the fountain and storeroom there looking for it.
recall recall see here see there.
dun hav.
we began to get scared cos dunno how den the key suddenly disappeared.
jac said she remembered passing it to someone but none of us hav it.
everywhere oso dun hav.

den we stood at the place where we stood jus before we lost the key.
behind the fountain.
trying to recall.
den suddenly sab shouted "neh!" and she bent down and picked up the key.
we all like screamed out and quickly went to the canteen.
omg.
it's like so eerie can.
8 pairs of eyes looking for it for like 3 or 4 times
yet we din even see it.
din even step or kick into it.
suddenly appear one.
somemore why din we hear it when the key dropped?
it's either we really din see it or "someone" was there, jus dat we din noe it?
lol.
dunno.
how i wish you were there for me at that time..

and calista jus told me dat the bra freak is in action again.
sab and her saw lots of bras when they were walking down chang cheng jus now.
how pervertic can he/she get.
so now i wan someone to accompany me go home leh.
everytime walk myself de. =(
anyone wants to be my bodyguard?
haha x))


we really don't know what you all are unhappy about.
we thought we hav already done smt we think is interesting and fun for you all.
but looks like we are wrong.
you all weren't appreciative of it at all.

i noe cadets are always unhappy with ncos.
but i dun remember us doing that when we were like you all.
at least when we din wan to eat we din show it out rite?
somemore we din say "ehh you come here" to an nco.
haiz. looks like times hav really changed.


Thoughts change when status changes

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world,
she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything,
including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying, "Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human mental thoughts changes when their status changed.
Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.


thx for letting me see that.
at least now i can confirm what is happening.
but does it have to be so obvious?
it hurts.
it really hurts.
i felt like crying.
i don't know why but i jus can't.
i had always wanted to know since that day.
but now i realised reality is really cruel.
now i wish i hadn't know the truth.
i'm contradicting myself.
but i really don't know what to do.
i guess memories is the only way for me to love you now.

i want to but i can't..


went for my bio test after sch today.
so i was late for cca for like 45 mins?
ok nvm.

had triage.
cos ics were xiquan and siewmin.
first aiders the whole of sq 3.
casualties sq 2s.
ok shall not eleborate too much. =)
den after cca we ncos had smt with the seniors.

ramdom stuffs now. x))
okay my body hurts. especially my heart.
flu flu flu.
can't taste anything.
everything seems bland to me.
arghhhh.
even hav difficulty sleeping.
sad. =(
yawn. i wan to sleep now. xDD



for those you love, your heart is where they should be.
but i guess i will never ever have a place in your heart.